Can you believe it? It's taken me this long to realize what I am. Alone, that is where I began and thus, where I will end. Friendship is more of a lie than life itself. Disgusting, looking back upon myself and the grovelling I had done before those who had called themselves my allies. Hatred, the one true, pure human emotion and I have taken it to its limits. I sometimes frighten myself. A wraith of disposition incarnate; it makes me laugh, listening to their voices again. They called my name, telling me of how everything will turn out alright. If I would have only known then what I know now as the truth.. Well, let us say my life would have come to terms with my emotions long before now.. Now.. what I consider my rebirth..
Sad? No, not sad, true. I can merely glance over a shoulder and smirk, turning up my nose like a taught snob and shake my head in pity of what I had come to believe as my life. I hated it then and I despise it now. May the fires of hell have mercy upon those few who do deserve anything but, torture.
